Again.
Traped in the feeling of insignificance life. Most because of my lazyness, I know. Yet I refuse to turn direction.
"Arahkanlah perhatianmu pd didikan, dan telingamu kepada kata- pengetahuan." Amsal 23:12.
At first, I didn't notice. But recently I realise that this verse was actualy given to me.
How foolish I am.
Altough I still don't know what to do with my (jobless?) job, but I guess these words encourages me to do more than expecting people to tell me what to do.
Funny...
I just realise how I didn't act like how I expect to be. I still temember my thoughts when I just graduate. I've thought of finding a decent job and to finally fulfill my dreams.
But now, what do I do? All of those dreams are almost forgotten. Instead of pursuing it, I keep on making excuses of how it cannot be realize in my life.
Dumb!
And yet, this was supposed to be the time of my life! I mean, I don't have an urge to marry yet, or even having a boyfriend. My job is the most relaxing job ever, I can't even call it a job! (Well, maybe that's because I was actually don't have anything to handle yet)
So, do I really need a slap or a kick from a jobless person first, just to realise what I'm missing?
Shouldn't have!
Now is time to act!
